SSSOOOO Louzy....... few days back my leg ichy due to mosquito bit .......all thankz to Lorong Halus..... went fishing last saturday with hubby n his working frenz.Woke up early on saturday went fishing first stop at bedok jetty at east coast..... tho raining we caught ikan tamban.... quiet a few fishes..... not enough with tat went lorong halus to fish ...... there i found new frenzzzz ...... mr/ms mosquitos....... habis my kaki tak lawa......BOO BOO BOO..... and today ..... not feeling good since monday..... apart frm leg ichy ,bodyache, headache, sorethroat ...... and menses...eehhmmm
Work as usual stress as always.... nowaday just keep to myself come 8.30am werk 6pm go back.... so much nonsence malas nak layan...... But sad tat a coulleauge of mine still on medical leave missing her .... hope she come back to werk....pity her.... pple sick all they do is gosi but her commitment her energy when they wanted her .... all never think... Human always like tat when they need you , they use you but when you not wanted anymore just chuck you one side like adcsive you are transparent ...... no sorry, appology,
Well tats life...............

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hati ku sebak dah hancur tak terkata....... berbagai dugaan yg ku hadapi....... segala pahit manis ku telanni seorang....... demi kasih dah tanggung jawab ku terhadap keluarga ku korbankan segala kebahagianku sendiri.........................ku redha sekiranya ini suratanku....akan tetapi..... berilah aku belas ekhsan mu..........aku juga seorang insan yang lemah...... setinggi tinggi mana ku langkan akhirnya jatuh juga,...........berilah aku sediki ruang untuk bernafas.......segala-galanya untuk mereka tapi pernahkan mereka sedikit pun terlintas di minda mereka hati dan peresaan ku........ fikiran ku..........tak dapat ku katakan hati dan perasaan ku.........sesungguhnya..... ku buntuh........I Need SPACE.....................

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my heart really sakit..... frm morning macam macam......ada org dah bodoh act bodoh lagi....tapi gaji lebih dari kita smua.tak boleh duduk counter.....2 yr keja stil ckp im nwew need to warm up..... later patient non residence... anak dia muka kerek .... nak pakai medisave...... aahhh tanya kp mcm nak buat dia buat bodoh.... bila patient relative muka dah boring baru dtnhg tat time patient dah marah lah........bodoh nya org........

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i dont noe hw to start......lots of things happen .... lately i always have misunderstanding with my hubby.... mcm mcm pekara yg kecil jadi besar.... mana family dia & mine keep asking bila nak ada anak..... stress,,,,,,,,,,keep asking 'eh masih kosong.... blum pregnant lagi.....' hw would you feel siapa tak nak anak..... stress mentally n ficically.... they even ask y my body naik gemuk..... ask me suruh kurus...... siapa yg tak nak kurus boleh pakai mcm mcm baju..... boleh bergaya.....ect.... tahu cakap je but pple 's feeling tak tahu.I know they mean well but u think i dont try..... AAAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its not easy to be me... i have to hold lots of responsibility.... as a daughter i help with the finantial ....... bulan2 kasi my parents.... yes i noe its my responsibility tak pernah mengelur... but i wonder....,,,,, i have an elder bro .... wat his job........ ENJOY tapi kalau "farait" leleki nak lebih..... ada younger sista..... she overseas study,,,, lepsa dari tanggung jawab..... ini lah manusia......... As a wife i have to listen to my hubby....... but being myself.....i have no control of myself..... pple say tis i follow but wat i want to do ... feel..... thought did pple ever care...... kawin sush tak kawin pun susah......kalau nak dickp banyak lah..... sisnce the moment i start working.... tis are the resposibility i hold..... feel like crying....neeed sholder to cry on at times we also must see masalah kita takkan org nak dengar je nanti jelak .... to tell in detail tis is family .... tak ckp diri jadi frust tonggek....................................................................

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welll.... actually lots of things happen....stress at werk....... merepek..... semua nak act senior..... buzy deco the hse maklumlah nak raya...last sat spend $500 bucks on household stuff eg table runners..... container for kuih..... glasses....... toilet mat.....iya everything tat got to do with house lah..... pple must think i crazy spend$500 but tat include bedsheet , quit, n quit cover set frm aussino..... cheap all now on 40% off and member got 50% n my bday tis mth got another 40%off...... ha ha ha kiasu........ Alamak manager ad got to run.........

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TOOOOO STRESSSSS..........NO WORDS TO SAY......AAAHHHHHHH

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you noe wat if you are sick dont expect any synphaty frm your manager ..... tday i'm sick having bad flu n cough... told my clinic incharge wherether i conld take mc. Wat sha say ... " i not a dr only dr can certified if you can take mc" You are a clinic manager n you noe tat your staff is sick you should at least say 'Halimah y dont you see a dr you look sick...' guess not all incharge really care for their staff health wat they want output..... quantity..... work progress they dont care if u sick ....... wat important output ...lagi if u get incharge yang gundu..... care less about others...........gosh my flu is bad......

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wat a day ...... feel so lousy started tis morn with nausea followed by diarieha back pain and stomach ache......tday is the 6 day of fasting mth but I cant fast as gd fren come already....tats the sad part . I miss my menses for 2 wks plus so thought i'm pregnant as i having all the sintoms but all sudden it came ystday ssoooo sad.Well its ok maybe not faith to have one yet but hoping to have one soon.....At the same time my menses not flowing well only stain...boo boo boo.Well i'm lucky tho to have a husband who understand me tho we just married 3 mths ago .... he not really hoping to have one so soon but if have tats good.... cos we are busy to settle down with our new hse... Decorate it. Lots to do, yet to do doa selamat(prayers) for the hse furthermore hari raya puasa coming soon....Alas both of us still young both 25 yes still a long way to go....................................................

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